I'm doing it. Finally. After all the years of feeling like I'm crazy, I realize I need a divorce. My husband and I are incompatible. I could give you a lot of mumbo jumbo on why we are incompatible, but I don't think it would be productive. Suffice to say, we need to separate to be happy.
For years, I've put up with behavior from him that I would not put up with from others. I have grieved our relationship from Day 6 of marriage. And I feel like my soul has died.
I'm filing tomorrow. He doesn't know. Well, he knows I'm unhappy. We are in marriage counseling because I want a divorce. But he doesn't realize the extent of the damage done. And I know I'm going to hurt him more. And I don't care.
I hate the person I have to be right now. But I can't be happy without this change.
So. Day 1. Here we go.
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